Parents divorced that year I had year-old, I clearly remember my father with tears knelt down and begged his mother not to go, his mother kept his father hides their feet. I quietly watched his mother to run without looking back, and now I are wondering why I did not chase out at that time. Even now, my only impression is that the mother, her thin, long hair, especially the likes dressing up, always beat me, especially when playing mahjong lost money. In her mother when the father of my body often is blocked off by going to fall on my body with sticks, said with tears, lose lose, you hit a child do?
Then his father began to drink, especially in the slack when one evening he took his blind drunk, but he never played me, and even angry when they are not criticizing me, only tears feeling I stare at my head. I, on the sixth grade, when his father and married a widow in the village, it was not pieces of glorious things, that the widow is a name of "broom star", less than a 30-year-old, who married four times, people fear is that as long as he is not married to the man fell ill and died a year is not an accident killed her third man was with her the longest, married one year and five days on a rock in the mountains when the bombing were killed, and heard bodies were not found, the father is her fifth man.
Days later I called her Aunt Lan, she will not let me call her Mom, that was not me she was born ugly daughter, and said call her aunt look younger. More tired after the wedding her father, aunt What makes Portland more attractive to buy clothes, he even alcohol are, usually smoked tobacco are written with my operating the self-made cigarettes. He Lan aunt well, usually do not do what she always came back on the busy working cook, dined another busy laundry washing. The blue aunt taught me on the front of the TV doing their homework, in about half the time I feel the warmth of the family, though sometimes I see my father face of fatigue was always accompanied with a smile and blue aunt talk.
L junior exam the night, I was homework, I heard blue aunt and his father quarreled, she said that if you do not agree, then I'll move back to live on, his father said, point your children to read quietly and let her hear affect their learning. I do not know what happened the next day take me to the test when I asked him yesterday, why do you fight? Blushing father did not speak, I said dad I have grown up, what do you and I said, a family of three on both of us had relatives. Lan said the father sighed Aunt's brother to get married, have enough money to get bride price and we take a thousand dollars. I heard at that time tears fell, and that money is the father carried the stones to help people to save for a drop of blood drop of sweat up to my school used. I said Dad you want me to say you still want her, testing halls when I looked back a father, he cried, all flow to the lips and even nose.
Auntie Lan or not to move out, I knew she was scared her father, and as long as she moved on to lose the wife of such a feast of life, she would not be willing, I think no one can stand apart from her father. Of course, the most important thing is to lend money to the father or her brother, said by, I think a little bit funny, her family borrowed from our house tens of thousands of things I would have never seen how they have passed? I remember my father and I spoke desperately endured the tears, he said Han Han Do not worry, your school's money, I will think of a way, the relative difficulty is only right and proper thing to help. I said do not worry Dad, maybe this year I can not get junior high school, I fail to figure out is why the most difficult we have to help others, and we do not have difficulties to help others out? Later, when our family found a teacher to know his father, when I test the language to write an essay, the other is blank. That night his father drinking, and drunk, then he knelt in the yard crying one night, Auntie Lan has to be with him.
Days later, great changes have occurred, do not wear blue aunt began to learn to make beautiful clothes home every day waiting for good food his father back, smoking a cigarette at his father can watch TV, and home conditions day by day good again. Junior high school when his father and aunt Lan took me to school with. Auntie Lan by his father go and buy daily necessities, when I quietly said to me, Han Han, if you do not mind, then later called my mom, my aunt laughed and said I have used blue, but can really be called Auntie make you look younger, speak when I saw her eyes red.
I go back to school, Dad is still hard to do business in the free time he would be driving a car to take me to the mall, knocked things I like no matter how expensive he will buy to me. He usually drove to school would see me, sometimes I go out to eat at noon with a meal he would wait for me in the teaching building of the following two to three hours. Students have special envy me, that like a good father on earth hard to find. Aging day by day with his father, his head of white hair more and more, I often called his attention to the rest, not only with making money with life than anything else. Not too long before he learned to dye your hair, he said that elderly people will always have white hair, he does not want me to only see his white hair.
When I started college in love, in order to spare more time with my boyfriend, my father often said to be in school cram schools, and her boyfriend are in rural areas, and very poor family, so I often asked my father for money to buy him clothes. Although increasing the number of my money, but my father never asked me what he always told me not to save money in school, be sure to keep good health to improve learning.
From home to school more than four hours of road, at Christmas time and her boyfriend went out to the movies, my father called me a few calls, I have not received, the last I off the phone. Watched the film we eat barbecue, back to school has been a little more time, at the school gate I see my father's car, walked over, when I saw my father fell asleep, he slept Suzhuo saliva to flow out of body the. I knocked the glass and woke his father, he was afraid that I had bought clothes sent cold to me, called me when he had his way in to school, to wait for him in the snow I have a night people sitting in the car for nearly five hours, I hold him cry. This time was already very late, but his father insisted to go back, saying that there are a number of goods to be issued tomorrow, so that I worry about points instead of just the play to be too late, the most important is the success of the study. I know that the angry father, watching his iron face was the moment I drove away feeling he should die immediately.
Lying in bed when I kept thinking about the way his father, thinking he was old face, I cried, tears open the gates of the river as the same as pouring. I began to worry that his father, so much snow will the slippery What happened because of these things? I hope to leave Auntie Lan make all the disaster from his father.
Father or accident, and the next day I received a call from the hospital, his father had an accident. If the first car accident because of the disaster brought Auntie Lan, who then brought the car accident is it? I cried, please do not leave the car on the package arrived at the hospital.
His father was still being first-aid room, and bleeding requires immediate blood transfusion, the father's blood is type B, and hospital blood banks in precisely the lack of B-type blood. My doctor said I was his daughter, father, I can give blood. I think if you let your father back to health, I prefer to use for all my blood. Think of the father really pathetic, I now know why the father did not and the blue aunt divorced, because in addition to his accident, when I no longer care for him who can, if not divorce, at least this time Auntie Lan certain would be to take care of him out.
The test results came out, the doctor called me the office, he asked how I usually like my father, I wonder how he will ask me this question, I said well I, father of the daughter can not you? When the doctor told my father and I did not when blood of a black my eyes do not know on what.
Woke up I found myself lying in bed, not far from my father, another was wearing an oxygen mask in bed looking at me, full of doctors around next. I saw my father's eyes constantly tears, the doctor said that his father had been unable to treat excessive bleeding, and now waiting for me to wake up and my father said that after only a few words. I threw herself into the arms of his father, "Daddy, do not die, you die how I do it?"
Father's eyes water constantly tears, pointed to his efforts to oxygen masks, the doctor removed the oxygen mask, "said Han Han," he smiled at me and said, "I left to take care of yourself, read the book End to look after the stability of your mother, only she would know who your biological father, I wanted to wait for you to finish a book to tell you, but by that time, and I hope you can take care of yourself! "he unable to hang the hand when I go frantically shouting: "Dad, anyway I have only one father, that is you!" I saw the moment his father close his eyes and smiled and nodded.
My father left me a lot of money, I finished up the university. When I went to see my father graduate, and his grave has been covered with grass, lying in the grave I cried, I said, Dad, you will always be my best dad, If you were reincarnated, I do not do your daughter, I can be your woman, I have to take care of your life, make you full of happy happy family spent every second, I do not wear nice clothes, do not play mahjong and others will not have children !
In the countless nights I kept writing to my father, I want to tell him and let us make an appointment in the next life husband and wife, watching the ashes into the light blue stationery, and I saw my father came to me and I lay down on his the warm embrace of crying, happy tears kept streaming out from my eyes, dripping over his shoulder. In that world, I can and father together, wholeheartedly complete meaning for his beloved man to pay my all, I finally saw my father laughed, and the most real the most enjoyable time!
When I move the safe in his father found a yellow notebook too old, is he had in mind when helping people carry the stone work, in the first page read: Han Han-year-old and eight months, and I can not believe she is not my daughter, her look, and I did the same. Whatever the child is innocent, and I think I can do is to work hard to turn (make) money, ask her to take to school, not to like me not out of the West (interest) of the. Han Han, my dear daughter, I will always love you! - 83 years in April.
Close the notebook the moment, the tears, ran out like mad.
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5/16/10
Parental care
I often go to bed at 11 pm, under the snow outside the window. I shrink to the quilt inside, pick up the alarm clock, alarm clock stopped found - I forgot to buy the batteries. It is cold, I will not rise again. I called my mother called and long-distance telephone: "Mom, I did not clock battery, and also to the company meeting tomorrow, to take the early, six o'clock, when you give me a phone call I got it." Mom's voice in the other end a little dumb, may have fallen asleep, she said: "Well, good."
The phone rang when I was doing a dream day out black. Mom over there said: "The faster you get up a small orange, meeting today." I put my hand look at the table before 5:40. I impatiently exclaimed, "I do not call you six? I would also like to sleep a little longer it was you stir it!" Mother suddenly stopped talking in the other end, I hung up the phone.
Dressing up is good, go out. Very cold, ah, filled the snow, a vast heaven and earth. Bus station stomped on stage I kept. Around the dark, I was standing next to two white-haired old man. I listened to the old gentleman of the old woman said: "You see, you did not sleep well one night, several hours earlier began urging me, now so long."
Yes ah, the first bus five minutes before they even come to it. Vehicles finally came, my last car. Car is a very young man, he is waiting for me on the train to Hong Hong after the car drove off. I said: "Hey, driver, do the following have two old, the weather so cold, people waited a long time, ranging from them how you drove the car?"
That boy is air and said: "Never mind, that is my mom and dad! This is my first day of the open bus, they look at me!"
I suddenly began to cry. I saw my father sent a short message: "My daughter, my mother said that she is not good, she has not slept well, woke up very early, worried you'll be late."
Suddenly remembered a Jewish proverb:
What father to his son when the son laughed.
Son to the father thing, my father cried.
You cry yet? Even now I still tears Yingying. How many years, and we seem little attention to gray-haired parents silently giving love, even as it is a burden! We can fiercely rejected their concerns and thin trivial inquiry, ever thought of that is their heart and all my love!
I have done things the hero article was not really much thought. Looking back now feel sorry for her. If we can give parents a little patience and understanding of love, might make them happier, more well-being of some. The need to do is answer a little bit of patience, one or two phone calls, spend a day or two close. As long as we want, what they are not difficult!
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The phone rang when I was doing a dream day out black. Mom over there said: "The faster you get up a small orange, meeting today." I put my hand look at the table before 5:40. I impatiently exclaimed, "I do not call you six? I would also like to sleep a little longer it was you stir it!" Mother suddenly stopped talking in the other end, I hung up the phone.
Dressing up is good, go out. Very cold, ah, filled the snow, a vast heaven and earth. Bus station stomped on stage I kept. Around the dark, I was standing next to two white-haired old man. I listened to the old gentleman of the old woman said: "You see, you did not sleep well one night, several hours earlier began urging me, now so long."
Yes ah, the first bus five minutes before they even come to it. Vehicles finally came, my last car. Car is a very young man, he is waiting for me on the train to Hong Hong after the car drove off. I said: "Hey, driver, do the following have two old, the weather so cold, people waited a long time, ranging from them how you drove the car?"
That boy is air and said: "Never mind, that is my mom and dad! This is my first day of the open bus, they look at me!"
I suddenly began to cry. I saw my father sent a short message: "My daughter, my mother said that she is not good, she has not slept well, woke up very early, worried you'll be late."
Suddenly remembered a Jewish proverb:
What father to his son when the son laughed.
Son to the father thing, my father cried.
You cry yet? Even now I still tears Yingying. How many years, and we seem little attention to gray-haired parents silently giving love, even as it is a burden! We can fiercely rejected their concerns and thin trivial inquiry, ever thought of that is their heart and all my love!
I have done things the hero article was not really much thought. Looking back now feel sorry for her. If we can give parents a little patience and understanding of love, might make them happier, more well-being of some. The need to do is answer a little bit of patience, one or two phone calls, spend a day or two close. As long as we want, what they are not difficult!
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Well just like a knife, no, it is blunt, rusted ...
Used the well-being, care has become a matter of course, and then unconsciously neglect it.
Well-being, such as wine, sometimes we indulge them, in fact, which is sleeping. Love nap, it is often that you get used to being familiar with a lover, love is the most dangerous passages, as poor concentration; Therefore, the traffic police to remind us that the most likely place where a car accident, often are not steep mountain road, but more in straightforward and plain charming scenery highway.
That day afternoon, friends Abbing some bored, stuck in the leather sofa reading the family album, in that when a group photo with her husband and could not help smiling, 190cm of his shoulder carrying a woman very uncoordinated package, her Guabao. Suddenly, she had some distressed, and then recalled the first two scenes of the street, it is the famous Harbin Central Street, first met, smile, do not shake hands, he would first take the initiative to take over her hand bag was naturally hanging on his shoulder, and regardless of the packet is Saobao or land package, as if incumbent, this is the first he left a good impression Abbing; while married, she will gradually forget how vivid history of this lens, more ashamed is that since then, so long as the two together, all packets are his own initiative impressive comeback, carrying, and Abbing long turned a blind eye turn a blind eye, ignoring the details of that love, of course, there will be no moving Only habit.
Day, Abbing written articles on his blog diary to review the awful heart of "numb", numbness of love and happiness, she said, "Happy days are always too fast too soon forgotten." Ever since the car After Abbing also deserted bus crowded with love once warm memories of those wonderful, and have never had before to work on each other's arms around the "squeeze" and "by" the heat up!
The next day, which happens to be the "World Car Free Day" to call people to stop driving one day, especially civil servants should take the lead. Results buses were full, each car is "squeeze squeeze" one.
"Awakening" of Abbing, very early to work with the nickname Mr. 190's stops at the roadside waiting for the bus, their units are in the same line, before the 190 is her husband drove her, everything is so smooth, coherent. Today, both to share the bus, Abbing was alert, long time no "look" tall, he had always sat on the right, Mr., her picture also seems to be right out the window of the United States, and few carefully taste 190 goes on to focus seriously and gentle face ... ...
Seeing going to be late, they just get on with a bus difficult transcendence, two-pronged, Abbing saved the day on the bus through the front door, 190 had an idea from the back door on the train; on the car, Abbing been looking back 190 because of his long high, so to see him, and he is looking around to see, to find his wife, eyes filled with anxiety, Abbing heart of a hot, long absence, moved back to my mind at last.
In this way, each stop she had a position on the next move, and Mr. 190, also see a little move forward, after seven stations, we finally hold together in the door, as if the long-awaited reunion, and even reunite trance and surprises, this time Abbing also just get off the station.
Abbing said the embrace a lifetime. Happiness is a need for clutching, and often hold it new; also knives, not on the blunt, rusted.
Orignal From: Well just like a knife, no, it is blunt, rusted ...
Well-being, such as wine, sometimes we indulge them, in fact, which is sleeping. Love nap, it is often that you get used to being familiar with a lover, love is the most dangerous passages, as poor concentration; Therefore, the traffic police to remind us that the most likely place where a car accident, often are not steep mountain road, but more in straightforward and plain charming scenery highway.
That day afternoon, friends Abbing some bored, stuck in the leather sofa reading the family album, in that when a group photo with her husband and could not help smiling, 190cm of his shoulder carrying a woman very uncoordinated package, her Guabao. Suddenly, she had some distressed, and then recalled the first two scenes of the street, it is the famous Harbin Central Street, first met, smile, do not shake hands, he would first take the initiative to take over her hand bag was naturally hanging on his shoulder, and regardless of the packet is Saobao or land package, as if incumbent, this is the first he left a good impression Abbing; while married, she will gradually forget how vivid history of this lens, more ashamed is that since then, so long as the two together, all packets are his own initiative impressive comeback, carrying, and Abbing long turned a blind eye turn a blind eye, ignoring the details of that love, of course, there will be no moving Only habit.
Day, Abbing written articles on his blog diary to review the awful heart of "numb", numbness of love and happiness, she said, "Happy days are always too fast too soon forgotten." Ever since the car After Abbing also deserted bus crowded with love once warm memories of those wonderful, and have never had before to work on each other's arms around the "squeeze" and "by" the heat up!
The next day, which happens to be the "World Car Free Day" to call people to stop driving one day, especially civil servants should take the lead. Results buses were full, each car is "squeeze squeeze" one.
"Awakening" of Abbing, very early to work with the nickname Mr. 190's stops at the roadside waiting for the bus, their units are in the same line, before the 190 is her husband drove her, everything is so smooth, coherent. Today, both to share the bus, Abbing was alert, long time no "look" tall, he had always sat on the right, Mr., her picture also seems to be right out the window of the United States, and few carefully taste 190 goes on to focus seriously and gentle face ... ...
Seeing going to be late, they just get on with a bus difficult transcendence, two-pronged, Abbing saved the day on the bus through the front door, 190 had an idea from the back door on the train; on the car, Abbing been looking back 190 because of his long high, so to see him, and he is looking around to see, to find his wife, eyes filled with anxiety, Abbing heart of a hot, long absence, moved back to my mind at last.
In this way, each stop she had a position on the next move, and Mr. 190, also see a little move forward, after seven stations, we finally hold together in the door, as if the long-awaited reunion, and even reunite trance and surprises, this time Abbing also just get off the station.
Abbing said the embrace a lifetime. Happiness is a need for clutching, and often hold it new; also knives, not on the blunt, rusted.
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What is a happy life?
My happiness is, and I love people together. Both ends of the earth, I always beside you.
In fact, happiness is not far away, not in a dream, just me in my efforts in every day, every minute of love, every second of expectations in. Able to know you and your love is my greatest happiness, my love ah. I miss you. And love together, I am happy; and friends, I am very happy; and family together, I am very happy; in the passage of time each day, I feel the passion of life, warmth, expectations, apathy, sadness and pain ... ... I am very happy because I live and feel of life, feeling all the world, feel for you ... ...
What is happiness?
Happiness is floating out of the north wind blowing snow, with Mom and Dad can eat The warm Shougan Mian.
What is happiness?
Happiness is an unexpected time to see their like.
What is happiness?
Happiness is in the winter afternoon, lying on the balcony of the couch, basking in the sun, looked at the mother system of kimchi.
What is happiness? Where is your happiness?
What is happiness?
Parents smile is your happiness!
What is happiness?
Happiness is a family get together, or noisy, or flat!
What is happiness?
Happiness is when you afar off, see which groups a warm home, the lights, when you eat in the cold winter scented hot meal!
What is happiness?
Happiness and friends that enjoy the chatting, happy smile!
What is happiness?
Happiness is hard to swallow when you are done handing out the food he did not wrinkled brow that delicious, really delicious ... ... At the time your heart is full of not only the well-being, more a kind of deeply moving!
What is happiness?
Happiness is when you forget to take medicine cold, he brought a piece of pills, fetched a glass of water, coaxed the want you to eat, the heart overflowing a warm feeling!
What is happiness?
Happiness is sitting on his motorcycle when you recoil, the case of uneven pavement, he turned to the one yelling "sit" and will let you move in his thoughtful!
What is happiness?
Happiness is a moon at night nestled in his arms leaning against the window number of stars, watching the moon!
What is happiness?
Happiness is to always snuggle beside him eating his popcorn you buy, and you like the taste, that thick white cream color with a sweet scent of happiness!
What is happiness?
Happiness is your day lying in his arms, quietly close your eyes, sleep at the time!
What is happiness?
Happiness is a feeling of happiness is a meet. Happiness is very simple, there is no reason, and that is very happy!
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In fact, happiness is not far away, not in a dream, just me in my efforts in every day, every minute of love, every second of expectations in. Able to know you and your love is my greatest happiness, my love ah. I miss you. And love together, I am happy; and friends, I am very happy; and family together, I am very happy; in the passage of time each day, I feel the passion of life, warmth, expectations, apathy, sadness and pain ... ... I am very happy because I live and feel of life, feeling all the world, feel for you ... ...
What is happiness?
Happiness is floating out of the north wind blowing snow, with Mom and Dad can eat The warm Shougan Mian.
What is happiness?
Happiness is an unexpected time to see their like.
What is happiness?
Happiness is in the winter afternoon, lying on the balcony of the couch, basking in the sun, looked at the mother system of kimchi.
What is happiness? Where is your happiness?
What is happiness?
Parents smile is your happiness!
What is happiness?
Happiness is a family get together, or noisy, or flat!
What is happiness?
Happiness is when you afar off, see which groups a warm home, the lights, when you eat in the cold winter scented hot meal!
What is happiness?
Happiness and friends that enjoy the chatting, happy smile!
What is happiness?
Happiness is hard to swallow when you are done handing out the food he did not wrinkled brow that delicious, really delicious ... ... At the time your heart is full of not only the well-being, more a kind of deeply moving!
What is happiness?
Happiness is when you forget to take medicine cold, he brought a piece of pills, fetched a glass of water, coaxed the want you to eat, the heart overflowing a warm feeling!
What is happiness?
Happiness is sitting on his motorcycle when you recoil, the case of uneven pavement, he turned to the one yelling "sit" and will let you move in his thoughtful!
What is happiness?
Happiness is a moon at night nestled in his arms leaning against the window number of stars, watching the moon!
What is happiness?
Happiness is to always snuggle beside him eating his popcorn you buy, and you like the taste, that thick white cream color with a sweet scent of happiness!
What is happiness?
Happiness is your day lying in his arms, quietly close your eyes, sleep at the time!
What is happiness?
Happiness is a feeling of happiness is a meet. Happiness is very simple, there is no reason, and that is very happy!
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