Parents divorced that year I had year-old, I clearly remember my father with tears knelt down and begged his mother not to go, his mother kept his father hides their feet. I quietly watched his mother to run without looking back, and now I are wondering why I did not chase out at that time. Even now, my only impression is that the mother, her thin, long hair, especially the likes dressing up, always beat me, especially when playing mahjong lost money. In her mother when the father of my body often is blocked off by going to fall on my body with sticks, said with tears, lose lose, you hit a child do?
Then his father began to drink, especially in the slack when one evening he took his blind drunk, but he never played me, and even angry when they are not criticizing me, only tears feeling I stare at my head. I, on the sixth grade, when his father and married a widow in the village, it was not pieces of glorious things, that the widow is a name of "broom star", less than a 30-year-old, who married four times, people fear is that as long as he is not married to the man fell ill and died a year is not an accident killed her third man was with her the longest, married one year and five days on a rock in the mountains when the bombing were killed, and heard bodies were not found, the father is her fifth man.
Days later I called her Aunt Lan, she will not let me call her Mom, that was not me she was born ugly daughter, and said call her aunt look younger. More tired after the wedding her father, aunt What makes Portland more attractive to buy clothes, he even alcohol are, usually smoked tobacco are written with my operating the self-made cigarettes. He Lan aunt well, usually do not do what she always came back on the busy working cook, dined another busy laundry washing. The blue aunt taught me on the front of the TV doing their homework, in about half the time I feel the warmth of the family, though sometimes I see my father face of fatigue was always accompanied with a smile and blue aunt talk.
L junior exam the night, I was homework, I heard blue aunt and his father quarreled, she said that if you do not agree, then I'll move back to live on, his father said, point your children to read quietly and let her hear affect their learning. I do not know what happened the next day take me to the test when I asked him yesterday, why do you fight? Blushing father did not speak, I said dad I have grown up, what do you and I said, a family of three on both of us had relatives. Lan said the father sighed Aunt's brother to get married, have enough money to get bride price and we take a thousand dollars. I heard at that time tears fell, and that money is the father carried the stones to help people to save for a drop of blood drop of sweat up to my school used. I said Dad you want me to say you still want her, testing halls when I looked back a father, he cried, all flow to the lips and even nose.
Auntie Lan or not to move out, I knew she was scared her father, and as long as she moved on to lose the wife of such a feast of life, she would not be willing, I think no one can stand apart from her father. Of course, the most important thing is to lend money to the father or her brother, said by, I think a little bit funny, her family borrowed from our house tens of thousands of things I would have never seen how they have passed? I remember my father and I spoke desperately endured the tears, he said Han Han Do not worry, your school's money, I will think of a way, the relative difficulty is only right and proper thing to help. I said do not worry Dad, maybe this year I can not get junior high school, I fail to figure out is why the most difficult we have to help others, and we do not have difficulties to help others out? Later, when our family found a teacher to know his father, when I test the language to write an essay, the other is blank. That night his father drinking, and drunk, then he knelt in the yard crying one night, Auntie Lan has to be with him.
Days later, great changes have occurred, do not wear blue aunt began to learn to make beautiful clothes home every day waiting for good food his father back, smoking a cigarette at his father can watch TV, and home conditions day by day good again. Junior high school when his father and aunt Lan took me to school with. Auntie Lan by his father go and buy daily necessities, when I quietly said to me, Han Han, if you do not mind, then later called my mom, my aunt laughed and said I have used blue, but can really be called Auntie make you look younger, speak when I saw her eyes red.
I go back to school, Dad is still hard to do business in the free time he would be driving a car to take me to the mall, knocked things I like no matter how expensive he will buy to me. He usually drove to school would see me, sometimes I go out to eat at noon with a meal he would wait for me in the teaching building of the following two to three hours. Students have special envy me, that like a good father on earth hard to find. Aging day by day with his father, his head of white hair more and more, I often called his attention to the rest, not only with making money with life than anything else. Not too long before he learned to dye your hair, he said that elderly people will always have white hair, he does not want me to only see his white hair.
When I started college in love, in order to spare more time with my boyfriend, my father often said to be in school cram schools, and her boyfriend are in rural areas, and very poor family, so I often asked my father for money to buy him clothes. Although increasing the number of my money, but my father never asked me what he always told me not to save money in school, be sure to keep good health to improve learning.
From home to school more than four hours of road, at Christmas time and her boyfriend went out to the movies, my father called me a few calls, I have not received, the last I off the phone. Watched the film we eat barbecue, back to school has been a little more time, at the school gate I see my father's car, walked over, when I saw my father fell asleep, he slept Suzhuo saliva to flow out of body the. I knocked the glass and woke his father, he was afraid that I had bought clothes sent cold to me, called me when he had his way in to school, to wait for him in the snow I have a night people sitting in the car for nearly five hours, I hold him cry. This time was already very late, but his father insisted to go back, saying that there are a number of goods to be issued tomorrow, so that I worry about points instead of just the play to be too late, the most important is the success of the study. I know that the angry father, watching his iron face was the moment I drove away feeling he should die immediately.
Lying in bed when I kept thinking about the way his father, thinking he was old face, I cried, tears open the gates of the river as the same as pouring. I began to worry that his father, so much snow will the slippery What happened because of these things? I hope to leave Auntie Lan make all the disaster from his father.
Father or accident, and the next day I received a call from the hospital, his father had an accident. If the first car accident because of the disaster brought Auntie Lan, who then brought the car accident is it? I cried, please do not leave the car on the package arrived at the hospital.
His father was still being first-aid room, and bleeding requires immediate blood transfusion, the father's blood is type B, and hospital blood banks in precisely the lack of B-type blood. My doctor said I was his daughter, father, I can give blood. I think if you let your father back to health, I prefer to use for all my blood. Think of the father really pathetic, I now know why the father did not and the blue aunt divorced, because in addition to his accident, when I no longer care for him who can, if not divorce, at least this time Auntie Lan certain would be to take care of him out.
The test results came out, the doctor called me the office, he asked how I usually like my father, I wonder how he will ask me this question, I said well I, father of the daughter can not you? When the doctor told my father and I did not when blood of a black my eyes do not know on what.
Woke up I found myself lying in bed, not far from my father, another was wearing an oxygen mask in bed looking at me, full of doctors around next. I saw my father's eyes constantly tears, the doctor said that his father had been unable to treat excessive bleeding, and now waiting for me to wake up and my father said that after only a few words. I threw herself into the arms of his father, "Daddy, do not die, you die how I do it?"
Father's eyes water constantly tears, pointed to his efforts to oxygen masks, the doctor removed the oxygen mask, "said Han Han," he smiled at me and said, "I left to take care of yourself, read the book End to look after the stability of your mother, only she would know who your biological father, I wanted to wait for you to finish a book to tell you, but by that time, and I hope you can take care of yourself! "he unable to hang the hand when I go frantically shouting: "Dad, anyway I have only one father, that is you!" I saw the moment his father close his eyes and smiled and nodded.
My father left me a lot of money, I finished up the university. When I went to see my father graduate, and his grave has been covered with grass, lying in the grave I cried, I said, Dad, you will always be my best dad, If you were reincarnated, I do not do your daughter, I can be your woman, I have to take care of your life, make you full of happy happy family spent every second, I do not wear nice clothes, do not play mahjong and others will not have children !
In the countless nights I kept writing to my father, I want to tell him and let us make an appointment in the next life husband and wife, watching the ashes into the light blue stationery, and I saw my father came to me and I lay down on his the warm embrace of crying, happy tears kept streaming out from my eyes, dripping over his shoulder. In that world, I can and father together, wholeheartedly complete meaning for his beloved man to pay my all, I finally saw my father laughed, and the most real the most enjoyable time!
When I move the safe in his father found a yellow notebook too old, is he had in mind when helping people carry the stone work, in the first page read: Han Han-year-old and eight months, and I can not believe she is not my daughter, her look, and I did the same. Whatever the child is innocent, and I think I can do is to work hard to turn (make) money, ask her to take to school, not to like me not out of the West (interest) of the. Han Han, my dear daughter, I will always love you! - 83 years in April.
Close the notebook the moment, the tears, ran out like mad.
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